Feelings part 2

Feelings have this unnerving tendency to slip out when you least expect them to.

For instance;

Coming in to the office in the morning, not really thinking about anything special, and one of my co-workers ask if I'm alright. I answer the standard answerthat; "Yes of course I'm alright, should'nt I be?" She then proceeds saying: "You've just looked a little more tired than usual the past three days".

At this point I find that I have to take stock off my self, and what do I find?

Feelings.

Feelings of being inadequate.

Feelings of being the only sane person left in a world gone mad.

Feeligns of being totaly alone, even though I'm sorrounded by people.

Feelings of being asked to take responsibility for things I have no control over.

As you can see, there's a lot of feelings. And as my co-worker so adequatelyput it. It was starting to show.

The good thing about beeing confronted liek this is that I get to sort through these feeligns. Not neccecerily getting to grips with them, but identifying them, and acknowledging them.

This lets me continue with my shoulders a little less under my ears, and people finding me a little more congenial to be around.

Love and kisses Lrothari